[Late night post]
So, I'm gonna get this off of my mind now. It is fairly long, but I feel comfortable telling you guys. Don't like what you'll read? It's the internet, deal with it.
#InnocentUntilProvenGuiltyTimmyIsGone
So, I'm gonna get this off of my mind now. It is fairly long, but I feel comfortable telling you guys. Don't like what you'll read? It's the internet, deal with it.
I am a (closet) furry and I am gay. I find furries so mesmerizing and that is partially the reason why I love playing vs. Fox and Wolf in Brawl.
Sometimes the furry influence even makes me say yiff... I find homosexuality and furries go hand in hand, haha.
Hopefully this isn't a problem to any of you (I doubt it though). I won't be linking any related to my furry obsession here, so don't worry (though I may change my profile pic to a furry pic and isn't Umbreon).
In fact, I actually had my first love... Well, I did last summer, but only realized it about last month... Which ended up being one-sided. I fell in love with this guy named Stephan (aka Guard). Yes, my favorite (offline) Fox player and (who I consider to be) the best Fox in Canada; the one I made the birthday banner for. It's so much to go into though... So I'll leave this giant essay on love I had to type up for my Ethics class (it's 7 pages and 1800 words, read it when you can). It very well sums up my love experience. =P
I would even have (love) dreams of me and him together...
Now, some things I didn't put in the essay, but some updates...
I'm actually ok with Guard now. A few weeks ago, I told him that he was right and admitted my feelings to him, and my love for him shouldn't have ruined us as friends. He told me he still accepts me for who I am and that everything is alright between us... I was so happy I told him because a weight got lifted and I was able to put that behind me.
A few days after, actually, Guard made a huge post on Facebook about Nintendo's E3 but he deleted it by accident. I was still able to see his post on mobile though, so I screenshot it for him and he was so happy he got his post back (well he had to re-type it but was able to do so thanks to me). I feel like once I told him how I felt, and doing that for him, he opened up to me again.
In fact, I still see him in my dreams on occasion. But I know it'll stop someday and that I will recover.
Sometimes the furry influence even makes me say yiff... I find homosexuality and furries go hand in hand, haha.
Hopefully this isn't a problem to any of you (I doubt it though). I won't be linking any related to my furry obsession here, so don't worry (though I may change my profile pic to a furry pic and isn't Umbreon
).In fact, I actually had my first love... Well, I did last summer, but only realized it about last month... Which ended up being one-sided. I fell in love with this guy named Stephan (aka Guard). Yes, my favorite (offline) Fox player and (who I consider to be) the best Fox in Canada; the one I made the birthday banner for. It's so much to go into though... So I'll leave this giant essay on love I had to type up for my Ethics class (it's 7 pages and 1800 words, read it when you can). It very well sums up my love experience. =P
I would even have (love) dreams of me and him together...
Ok so I had to use:
1) Platonic Definition
2) Oxford Definition
3) My experiences
4) My knowledge of love
Then there were questions like
1: What truth is there in the Platonic/Oxford Definition?
2: What is real love?
3: Does love mean different things to different people?
4: Does it mean different things at different stages of people's lives?
1) Platonic Definition
2) Oxford Definition
3) My experiences
4) My knowledge of love
Then there were questions like
1: What truth is there in the Platonic/Oxford Definition?
2: What is real love?
3: Does love mean different things to different people?
4: Does it mean different things at different stages of people's lives?
Now, some things I didn't put in the essay, but some updates...
I'm actually ok with Guard now. A few weeks ago, I told him that he was right and admitted my feelings to him, and my love for him shouldn't have ruined us as friends. He told me he still accepts me for who I am and that everything is alright between us... I was so happy I told him because a weight got lifted and I was able to put that behind me.
A few days after, actually, Guard made a huge post on Facebook about Nintendo's E3 but he deleted it by accident. I was still able to see his post on mobile though, so I screenshot it for him and he was so happy he got his post back (well he had to re-type it but was able to do so thanks to me
). I feel like once I told him how I felt, and doing that for him, he opened up to me again. In fact, I still see him in my dreams on occasion. But I know it'll stop someday and that I will recover.
